So here it is!
It's a bit late I am real sorry for that, but me and my rendering settings had our little fight going on so this took quite long. Besides I wasn't able to finish this yesterday barely at all. There are a few mistakes but try to bare them! Mercy it's the first take..
So about my special day of yesterday..I started my birthday morning by tears that went on and on for first 3 hours. Birthday's just depress me. I get bad flashbacks from my elementary school birthdays where all the classmates were partying together instead of with me. Yesterday was also the anniversary of 20 years of being bullied for me.. so it also turned me real emotional.
I've never had a special birthday party that I would feel would've been for me only. Such as suprise parties like in cartoons where the main character had no clues about the up coming celebration. Tough I wished for it a lot it didn't happen either this year.. I sometimes feel like there must be something really much wrong with me. Am I really not that special to anyone to pay the bother to prepare a little party. I don't care if it'd be just my mom sitting on the coach and Nori holding a burnt birthday cake.. I just.. Have always wished for it... I begged for Nori that maybe next year if I start already now hoping for it really REALLY hard..
The last night ended up quite nice. I got a bathrobe from my mother that she had left on my bed before she had took off to work. Mail brought me a new wig that if you guys gonna like this video I am gonna make a video of how I am gonna style it! I went depression shopping to Jumbo by bike since I don't leave far from there and got plenty of cute underpants and the rest of the series of Big Bang Theory.
Nori came around 5pm back home from meeting her family back in Jyväskylä. She had a little present for me. Isn't it cute. Tough half of the day I had been crying that no-one was there with me in the morning, I was real glad she had come back.
Also "Geta" typed me and asked if there was something wrong with me and if I wanted him to come keep me company. I looked like hell but I told him it'd be okay. He came and was cheering me up very well. We took a good long match with PS2 playing Dragon Ball Budokai Tenkaichi 3.
Today I got sponsored new shoes from MaxStar that I am not gonna show you before I have finished my review. I also baked a cake that turned out like a pussy from the middle of it.. got I am so gay that my cake is opening it's legs for me, god..!
p.s. You like my new homescreen??
If you wish to know I how did this leave a comment bellow and I'll make a tutorial!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MIKI!!!!!!